to anyone i owe an apology to~ here it is.
if anyone's noticed, i've been gone for a while.
my life has been uprooted, destroyed, created, revolutionized, tossed, and i don't even know what... everything collapsed inside of me and everything i believe in was tested many times. i found my faith again - fuck no, it's not jesus or god - it's my faith in the universe. not that anyone could understand, but people may say jesus is their best friend, their savior, etc. the universe is mine. and i finally found that again.
at the same time, i lost a lot of other things, but through everything i have grown and really matured in the time i've been a